Wednesday 29 July 2015

Servicing the Target by Cherise Sinclair - Review


Ever since I first started reading BDSM Romance novels, I must admit to looking forward to a Domme oriented tale, and by that I don’t mean one where ‘she’ gets taken down by some great big ‘freakn’ Dom either.  Have to admit I haven’t found many (not that they probably aren’t out there, I just haven’t found them), so I headed into this rendezvous with Anne and Ben with both excitement and a little trepidation.

As Ms Sinclair is by far my favorite author in this genre I knew I could trust her to treat the couple with the usual care and attention to their feelings, desires, impulses and compulsions.  Thank you Ms Sinclair, I loved the story and the people.  Laughed my arse-off at Anne’s birthday party too – that was precious.

I’m not sure I got exactly what I was looking for as the ‘scenes’ were mostly told from the subbies point of view and I really, really wanted to understand what made a Domme tick, but of course that wasn’t the purpose of the tale told here, this was a romance and a lovely one at that.

Was very glad to visit again all the friends at the Shadowlands and am looking forward, very much to the next installment (or indeed anything put out by this author – so far I’ve never been disappointed).

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Sydney Whyte

Rating Chart
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««……………Alright, but not a re-read
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««««…….Loved it

«««««Amaze-balls – ticks all the boxes!!!

Saturday 18 July 2015

Shattered by You (Tear Asunder Book 3) By Nashoda Rose – Review


Apart from Jamie Fraser in Diana Gabaldine’s Outlander series I have very seldom bought into the ‘Book-boyfriend’ ethos – not so now!

Crisis!  Yeah Crisis – sorry Nashoda, hate that nick-name; hate most nick-names actually, just not part of my psyche though must admit, ‘Ice’ as a term of endearment for Haven was kind of cool - but the dude is gorgeous and I don’t just mean the way he appears in my imagination, he’s freaking mouth-watering on paper.  And it has nothing to do with any Rock Star status.  I’m just not groupie material.  So…

‘Shattered by You’ is by far my favourite book in the Tear Asunder series, and it’s all down to Vincent, and how awesome he is.  Okay in the previous books he might have come across as a bit shallow (perhaps a lot shallow, like in a dick-head, man-whore), but he was definitely the light relief amidst all the drama.  With the themes so dark, he was definitely necessary – loved that potty mouth even then.

Turns out, out of all the band members so far he is the most likeable and in this instance this is definitely still the case.  Tongue-in-cheek conceited, funny, caring, determined and serious.  As far as I was concerned he was the only one for Haven.  For him she always came first.  Without knowing all the details of what had befallen her, he still understood her and was able to help her through the chill, disassociation and terrors that plague her mind.

Haven, I loved her too.  With all that had happened in her life, I loved her determination to overcome and even though she didn’t go about it the right way, it was completely understandable.
This was a wonderful story of love and redemption, and the gaining of trust and realising the beauty of family even if not all the members were blood.

Being the kind of person who re-visits over and over again, the characters and stories that take me like they’re old friends, I will definitely be reading this book again.

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SW

Rating Chart

«……………….A no goer
««……………Alright, but not a re-read
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««««…….Loved it
«««««Amaze-balls – ticks all the boxes!!!

Tuesday 14 July 2015

New Project

In just over a month, am heading out to visit my daughter in Egypt, and I've received instructions.  A new costume is required (well two if I can pull it off).  So from tomorrow it's head down and needle and sequins flashing.

Threw a few bits and pieces together to show what I'm working with for project one...


Let you know how it all goes.

SW

Wednesday 8 July 2015

Gift of the Blood God: Drawn - Excerpt


As night ran towards daylight, Melory roused slowly touching the edge of sleep, rising though nightmares of consuming red fire, a flare so bright it was blinding, yet painless as she was consumed, its strength a whirlpool that sucked her downward into unconsciousness, into desertion and despair, into fear and panic as the beast’s muscles bunched to attack; of running and falling; of dark thudding hooves and threatening assault; and of creeping venomous snakes.  She woke to warm morning sunshine, a terrified trembling heartbeat that raced in her chest and to momentary panic.
A sparrow flitted away at her alarm, as she sat up abruptly, clutching her hand to her breast, trying to still the terror.  Closing her eyes she breathed deeply of the morning air, the tang of dew on the grass, and the dampness of rough wool.  A clear day caught at her attention, a crisp fresh morning breeze and the sound of a crackling fire and a soft tuneless whistling as her rescuer sat contentedly poking at the dark, black coals.
Melory struggled with the blanket, finding it had four large buttons that held its folded base in half to form a sort of sack-like sleeping bag.  Easing them loose she struggled to her feet in a flurry of stabbing protesting muscles.  Fuck, she was really sore!  Her calves and thighs ached from the spur of greater activity the man had subjected her to the previous day.  Her back throbbed where she had fallen against the tree, her shoulder stabbing with pain at every little movement.  She shuffled across the gap like a cripple, reluctant to leave her covers and knew even if she had discarded the blanket she would have been no more graceful, though it flapped loose around her feet.  She almost fell rather than sat in an ungracious heap onto the log at the opposite side of the fire.
He turned towards her with a faint smile of greeting, and she was sure a salutation that passed for whatever was the equivalent of “good-morning” in this strange world.  “Hi yourself,” she mumbled and turned to gaze about the clearing.  They were still by the water course but its banks now ran wide and clear, its shore a tumble of dark brown rocks, its water like clear crystals as it rushed past their seclusion.  Melory hadn’t remembered getting here, hadn’t remembered disembarking from the raft, certain that she hadn’t.  If that was the case he must have carried her.  The thought made her flush hot, the idea disconcertingly appealing.  She’d been in his arms, unconscious, vulnerable.
He must have wrapped her in the blanket and set up the camp, although now that she looked at it, it had an air of permanence about it.  There were bags strung high in a tree, a rack of lashed wood at its base; a well-used fire-pit, and a small shelter woven of thick branches and twigs crammed with what looked to be bales of leather and pelts.  Was this home to him?  God’s truth!  Was his life as primitive as this?
The whistling stopped at her words and he flicked a clean smile in her direction.  His eyes were beautiful, a deep brilliant blue – so gorgeously blue that if she hadn’t suspected the technology was lacking she would think he was wearing tinted contact lenses.  She could totally get lost in those eyes, their welcome, their challenge…  The man collected a package at his feet, stood and came to her side, his hand outstretched, pushing a warm, blackened parcel into her hands.  “What’s this?”
Cautiously unbinding the twine she revealed a number of baked potatoes with herbs and bits of white fleshy meat.  The aroma of mint and nuts assaulted her nostrils, Melory’s mouth watered at the tantalising smell, though she was wary of the source of the meat.  She sighed with greed at the taste, at the luxury of the foods heat.  “I could so get used to this.”  A man who cooked, who couldn’t get used to that?
Devouring it, Melory copied the man as he ate the softened leaves of the parcel as well as the white, steaming shapes it enclosed.  “Funny little things, these,” she murmured around a mouthful, any hesitance suddenly forgotten.  “I’m glad you can’t tell me what they are.  Grubs probably taste great, when you’re hungry, but I don’t think I could eat them if I knew that’s what they were.  Mind you, I’m not saying that’s what these are… I’m just talking.”  And she laughed, more than glad for her rescue.
His head came up at the sound of her laughter, surprise and smug pleasure etching his expression.
Once the food was gone she manoeuvred herself awkwardly to rest against the rough bark of a tree, careful not to press too heavily against her right shoulder, and let the first pangs of guilt prickle at her with the sudden memory of Lorrie’s plight.  She was full and in one piece, but what of Lorrie?  Was she feed?  Was she alive?  God!  What might her grim captors have done to her?  Would they abuse her, rape, or even kill her?  Any possibility of reunion faded with the thought of the desperate miles separating them.  She was completely lost and reliant on her solemn savage and with the impossible restrictions of the language barrier between them Melory had no confidence in her ability to exhort him to help her find her sister.
The man’s voice startled Melory, and she jumped as his hand caressed her shoulder, his head tilting towards the rushing river.  What did he want from her now?  Melory let him grab her arm and help her from the restriction of the blanket before pulling her towards the water’s edge and the sharp rumbled rocks of its shore.
His words fell on uncomprehending ears, but his actions were completely obvious as he began to disrobe.  “Ah, I don’t think so, mate.”  Melory’s face flamed.  She wasn’t going skinny dipping with this unknown savage.  He already wasn’t wearing much, and as he dropped his trousers, Melory’s insides turned hurriedly over, her lower body clenching and her breath caught.  He was like a fucking Adonis!  His tan was deep from sun exposure, but his hair was fair almost everywhere, not that there was a true abundance of it.  Not a walking carpet this one, though, yes he had a man’s hairy legs, and the trail beneath his belly button that broadened into the darker smattering of kinky curls around the abundance of his package.  The sight of his genitals and the semi hard-on he was sporting made Melory feel faint.  “Jesus!”  If that’s what it was like at this point, she gaped, what the hell would it be like when it was fully erect?  Her face flushed beet red as she realised she’d been staring overlong and she flicked an embarrassed look to his face and almost ran when he advanced on her completely and utterly naked.
Okay, what was this?  Had he rescued her with the intension of making her some kind of sex slave?  The thought made her toes curl and when he reached for her jacket forcing it down over her arms; she closed her eyes and began to protest.  “No, no, no.  Get your hands off me… I’m not going there.”
But she was, just not in the way she thought.  The man smiled at her resistance and picking her up bodily, still fully dressed in her jeans and bodysuit, he entered the chill swirl of the gurgling torrent and threw her in with a tremendous splash.  The cold shocked the breath out of her and she shrieked as the deluge raced over her body, seeping through the clasp of her clothes.  Melory fought as he pushed her head under, soaking her completely, “Fuck you bastard!” and then to her amazement, casually tossed a sliver of thick cream soap at her.  She gasped and caught it greedily.  Oh, okay, a bath was it?
The man held a piece of his own and pushing her hair from her face, Melory watched him stand thigh-deep in the chill river soaping the vast breadth of his naked chest, the dried mud of the previous day turning the suds muck-brown.  He ignored her as he splashed the foam from his chest and washed under his arms and down his abs, smoothing the soap over his pubes, obviously comfortable with his body, with his own nakedness, cleaning around his genitals with deft unaffected movements.  Melory almost lost her soap as she gasped and turned quickly away, shamefaced for her blatant appraisal.
This was not good!  Melory sank deeper into the water and tried to erase the sight from her mind.  The painful tightness of her nipples was just from the cold, she told herself.  However, now that she was in the water, soap in hand she desperately wanted to wash just as freely as he did but she was far too afraid to get out of her clothes.  She settled for a quick scrub of the soap around her neck and décolletage and under her arms but that was about as far as she was prepared to go.
She heard him leave the water, the spray loud about his feet as he exited to the shore and studiously kept her eyes averted for the time it took him to dry with another of the coarse blankets and slip into a fresh pair of pants; before she considered leaving the rivers sanctuary, her teeth on the verge of chattering.  Arms over the evidence of erect nipples Melory tiptoed across the rocky shore, shivering.
Perhaps she could use the blanket he’d given her as a form of modesty while she peeled out of her clothes and left them to dry.  Would that be acceptable, Melory wondered.  She indicated her desire to enter the bushes just a little way past the structure of his shelter and quickly, self-consciously she tried to pull the jeans down.  Fuck, she should have taken them off dry.  She ended up on her arse tugging the tight ends over her bare feet, grunting with exertion.  The bodysuit came off easily enough over her head and then leaving on the sturdy satin bra and sensible black cotton knickers; she wrapped the blanket around her chest and made her way back to the clearing, the fall of her long hair leaving a wedge of water over the fabric down her spine.
Settling down beside the man with a satisfied smile, Melory spread the garments to her other side to dry in the sun.  It was probably going to take quite a while, but his relaxed posture as he sprawled himself across the grass certainly made her sure he was in no particular hurry.  Melory sighed, and stretched in the sunshine.  Perhaps he could lend her a shirt?  If he had any that was.  She’d seen no evidence of it so far… And she certainly had no way of asking him.  The lack of their communication played warily on her mind.  How could she gauge his intention, whether his culture was perverted, savage, draconian, if she couldn’t ask him anything?   What was his morality, his code of ethics?  Was she nothing more than a chattel, a means to gain money?  Was he from a society that countenanced slavery?  A condition not unheard of during humanity’s chequered history.  Could that be the situation here?  How was she to know?  How foolish to relax!
Melory shrugged the stiffness from her shoulders and grimaced again from the sharp pain as it sizzled across her back.  She probably had a very ugly bruise, but she was unable to see it.  When her savage surprised her with a small container of what looked like ointment, and indicated with incomprehensible language that she expose her back to him, she was at first reluctant; more so as he slipped loose the hooks holding her bra.  Yet with careful strokes he calmed her jangling nerves as he administered the salve across the puffy bruising.  Melory sighed with pleasure as the pain sparked at his touch and then died almost immediately as he ran the medication down the swollen ridges of her spine.
“Oh, my god!  That stuff is fucking amazing,” she blurted grinning at him in genuine relief and stalled at the intensity of his stare, at the heart-stopping closeness.  All Melory could see was his mouth and she felt an overwhelming desire to kiss him.  And then his features relaxed, his smile agreeable and he leaned back on the ground and covered his face with his arm.  An arm she suddenly realised had no bandage, no bandage and no longer any wounds - “What the fuck!” - Just a slight lightening of the skin where the deep punctures had been.  How could that be?
Melory grabbed his arm, wrenching it back and forth.  “How did you do that?”  She demanded but there was little comprehension on his face and her unease deepened as she let him go.  What the hell was going on here?  Bites that disappeared within seconds, gross injuries that were gone by the next day.  What the hell kind of place was this?  What the hell kind of person was he?
She sat in the clearing trying to compose her thoughts, trying to ignore him and let the sun kiss her with its warmth, her face flushed with reaction, her breath a little ragged.  She let her gaze sweep the rugged terrain; the gouged dusty rocks that fell and rose like sea sickness; the scrubby rose bushes that scrambled across the clearing and up into the branches of a sturdy birch, shimmering silver like evening gems; the tall willows trailing long slender fingers into the sparkle of the water and the patches of long grass, the sweet sway of cornflowers and vibrant poppies, and let the environment calm her.
Melory felt a peace steal over her, a satisfaction with the wilderness if nothing else.  “Huh!” she laughed; that was now that her savage was there to feed her, of course.  “Back home the place I live in is full of trees and gardens,” she said quietly, whether just to break the smothering contentment or to inject the vacant sound of humanity, she didn’t know.  “I even tried planting a few pansies and lobelia last summer.  I wanted my home to look nice when my Da and Uncle Joe came for birthday drinks.  It worked quite well and to tell you the honest truth I really enjoyed it, but real gardening is too expensive when you don’t even own your own home.  Perhaps a veggie garden would be more useful… not as pretty, but certainly more worthwhile, I suppose.”
Idly, she fluffed at her hair as it dried keeping the long wavy strands over one shoulder to avoid contact with the sticky salve drying on her back, “We have a few wilderness areas of our own back home, you know.  But then nothing is quite like this.  Somehow it’s not as wild, or as free.  Perhaps back home, it’s because you don’t exactly have to go far before civilisation shows its ugly face again.  Here it’s like nothing exists except wilderness.  Not that it’s safe, mind you, there’s plenty of unwary trampers who have come to sad ends because they don’t quite know what they’re doing; or worse, they met with an accident.  I guess no wilderness is truly safe no matter what its size.”
Orange butterflies capered across the flowers, bees buzzed. Melory shivered slightly in the seductive fingers of a gentle breeze and turned to spare her companion a glance.  With his tanned arm obscuring his face she could not be sure but his chest rose and fell rhythmically as if in deep sleep.
“Glad you found the conversation so stimulating.  I’m certainly enthralling company aren’t I?” she said almost on the verge of poking his ribs, before she stopped herself, wonder at his self-assurance.  Didn’t it cross that savage mind that she could easily grab that huge knife at his side and stab him?
Stifling a snort, Melory laughed.  Perhaps he understood better than she knew.  She had killed nothing bigger than a rat and that most ineffectively.  She’d instinctively hit it with a hammer as it had streaked from beneath a stove in the flat they were moving in to, frightened by her loud banging as she had been putting up a picture.  She’d caved its chest in but it hadn’t died, just lay mouth agape hitching for breath over and over.  Ross, her bastard ex, had had to finish it off as she had been quite incapable.
She sat considering the man, and breathed a deep gulp of air, his scent on the wind tempting to her nostrils.  Yes, he was perfectly safe from her, the kind of overly handsome man she normally avoided.   About the only thing she could do was to sneak away… but to where?  Melory thought almost mesmerised by the slow rise and fall of his chest.  How firm he was, the tanned gleaming skin stretched taut over solid pecs, the contour of his abs falling hard, then hollow beneath his belly button before his pelvis bulked up calling her eye to the full bulge of his cock.  “Shit!”  She wondered at the reluctance to still her hand from reaching out and caressing him.  There seemed no boundaries here as if she was watching a story for nothing but her own viewing pleasure.  No restrictions of morality, no mutual understanding of reluctance or personal space; just two people who knew each other in visual terms only.  “So fair,” she murmured in her contemplation.  “Amazing… If I’m dead, are you an angel?  If I’m crazy are you just a figment of my imagination?”  And in either scenario was it okay to contemplate having sex with him.  She was sure it was neither; the scenery was a bit too realistic for that.  “And then if it’s neither and this is real, what then?”
She dried.  Time ticked by.  Her back ached from slouching and Melory straightened with a grimace and stretched, lowered her arms wondering if she would have time to dress before he awoke.  Disconcerted, she found him staring at her with his usual intensity.  Staring back, she wished she could see beyond the barrier of his face.  His eyes were shutters to the soul, a blazing deterrent.  Her situation was impossible.  If only they could talk.  Finally she cleared her throat, her smile determined, serious.
“Look this is completely intolerable.  Who are you?  What’s your name?”
A fair brow rose at her questioning tone, yet somehow his expression softened, the frown a phantom across his forehead.
“I’m Mel, Melory, actually.  Melory Neilson.”  She sighed.  She was rambling ineffectually.  Just say your first name, stupid, she told herself.  “Melory.”  She pointed to her chest and repeated it a number of times.
He remained thoughtful for a moment, pulling himself into a sitting position so close she could feel the heat of his skin against her arm without them actually touching.  His face looked young yet the heavy sheen of finely cut whiskers bespoke years of shaving.  He had a straight nose with a small flaw that buckled slightly towards his left eye as if he had suffered some break, perhaps in his younger days; and a square ropy jaw that minutely twitched from side to side as if chewing gum.
Melory instinctively flushed at her spontaneous thoughts but did not pull away from his consideration, her heart bet rapidly as he leaned closer, until his breath brushed her face and the tip of that straight nose touched hers.  She felt his hand beneath the strands of her long hair, cupping her head and drawing her mouth onto his, into a kiss that was gentle, exploratory, hesitant and urgent all at once.  It was over almost as quickly as it had begun, as if he were pleased yet startled at the same time.
“Melory,” he said his accent soft, pointing to her and awkwardly she nodded, trying to smile encouragingly while feeling quite bewildered.  He considered her thoughtfully while she wondered if she would get the benefit of a reply.  Suddenly pushing himself to his feet, like a pinnacle of rock erupting from the earth, he offered her a hand.  “Well it always worked in the movies,” she sighed letting him pull her up, one hand holding the makeshift towel together.  She had been sure he had understood what she was doing.
The man’s strong fingers brushed a caress over Melory’s captured in his hands.  “Eponee stalio Dolan, mer Moira et, isus Kane el,” he finally stated.
“Is that you?”  Melory blinked, seeking confirmation disconcerted at his closeness, at the heat that radiated from his skin.  He felt as imminent as before the kiss and she stuttered almost tongue tied.  “Is… Is that your name?  Eponee?”
Suddenly he smiled gently at her as if coming to a realisation; he raised her knuckles to his lips and caressed them with his mouth.  “Melory.”  He said it “Ma-low-ray” Then laid her hand against his chest holding it there with his own and said, “Kane.”
She could feel the rapid beat of Kane’s heart through the great cavern of his chest before her arm slide up over his shoulder drawn to him by fierce desire and she was caught in a ferocious embrace, her breasts mashed against his solid ribs, the blanket now held on only by the expedience of his arms tightly around her.  The kiss was uninhibited, her mouth open, overwhelmed by the taste of him, a potent drug to her senses.  She felt like she was drowning.   There was nothing gentle or tender only desire matched with uncertainty… where was it going from here?  And then their lips parted, both panting, bruised and reluctantly he pulled away.  She grabbed the slipping cover and was unsure whether to feel relieved, embarrassed or hurt.  The situation was still as tenuous as it had ever been.
“Kane?”

He smiled to hear his name, his finger caressing the side of her face, the pout of her plump lips.  Then quickly he bent and retrieved her clothes and handed them to her.  Melory took them almost reluctantly and watched him turn from her; leaving her in some nominal privacy as he sought refuge in the ranks of tall oak that ringed the openness of their clearing while she felt she had in reality abandoned all dignity.

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Without Regret by Nicole Edwards - Review


This is a book between books kind of story, you know, one where you've just finished an amazing book or series and you just have no idea where to go from here or what to do with yourself because you're still on that book high.  This, friends, is one to take the edge off.  It's short and sweet and kind of silly with some luscious sexy time which in the end was all I was after.

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Monday 6 July 2015

Caress of Pleasure by Julie Kenner - Review


Caress of Pleasure, an offering by the 1001 Dark Nights books is the latest in the Dark Pleasures series by Julie Kenner, the loved and lost and found again story of Dante - a brother of the Phoenix - and Brenna, a human.  Not being familiar with the world that Kenner had created to accommodate the immortal brotherhood, though of course they live here on earth, I found myself a bit lost.  I didn’t really know the rules, so to speak.  And this vehicle couldn’t give it to me; being a novella it didn’t have the space.

I had no real feeling for the enemy, the Fuerie.  Yes they attack and they’re anything but nice but in this episode they seem more a last moment device to add drama where really there wasn’t any.  Having no real tension build up for the break-in at Folsom's apartment, and no fear roused for the brother’s safety in this endeavor or even for Merrick, the poor soul trapped in the brooch, the Fuerie’s sudden insertion, from out of nowhere, it seems, though two of the immortals were supposed to be able to see their enemies whereabouts, fell a bit flat for me.  Given no explanation as to how the enemy sneaked up on them unanticipated didn’t help either.

I did however like both the protagonists.  The differing narration from first to third person between Dante’s and Brenna’s point of view made my heart sink when I first started reading (I’m not really a big fan), but overall I feel Ms Kenner pulled it off admirably, and I did want to know them more.  And therein lay the biggest issue.  The book was too short for the dynamic of the story, the metamorphosis from devastated, shattered-heart lover to falling madly in love all over again was too quick.  There was too little time given to Brenna to get over her anger, her hurt and find forgiveness for the fact Dante had walked so inextricably away thirteen years before without him really having to do anything… one glass of martini to his face and then she couldn’t help herself but want to bed him even if it was apparently just to prove she was over him.  It needed more… more time, more story, more reality...more…

Starting with the last book written in a series from an author you’ve never read before, however, is probably the wrong way to go about it.  So I’m not giving up.  I liked Kenner’s style, prose, people and my interest is piqued.  I will definitely start at the beginning of the Dark Pleasures series and see how I get on.

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Sunday 5 July 2015

The July Guy


Sorry Andrew and Tobey, just saying... this is what Spiderman should have looked like without the suit.

SW